I finally recalled my tarot card reading for this month

Oh great, I finally recall the tarot card reading which I have back in Korea for this month.

Things seem to be happening exactly what the reading says and it somehow reminded me of the reading for this month.

Honestly speaking, I only remember the reading for June and September.

April is a disastrous month for me. It's all due to some reason.

I'm just too confused which to choose.

Can someone please tell me the best solution for this disaster which may or may not be happening?

Just too sick and tired.