What if?

What if I have to take another blow?
What if I will be hurt again?
What if this will fail?
What if this will cost me to be broken furthermore?
What if it affects my performance in school?
What if this is something my parents don't allow and accept?
What if my dreams are broken?
What if I have mental disorder after that?
What if I have to break all my promise?
What if I regret?
What if both parties are hurt?
What if everything is just a lie?
What if this is not going to work?

Sorry, I'm tired. Let me go..