Stay up till 4 in the morning...

I don't know how to describe my current feelings now. But what I know is I still feel the pain immediately after what I see. It's excruciating.

Should I be thankful that you make me realised that I am healed and moving on superficially?

I'm relieved that we are still friends and still can talk via msn.

I hope that my intuition is wrong. If it's correct, last long(:




Oh ya, I am thinking of making a new blogskin for myself. Just cannot decide which wallpaper to put and I am not really free to make it nowadays.

Jo, can I be honest about I still love you and have not move on?