Taking 'O' Levels on the same year with someone at home can be a good thing and a bad thing.

2 more days to 'O' level mid-year Chinese paper. To be honest with you, I didn't really feel so stress out until this afternoon. For your info, I will be taking this national exam with my sister. There are pros and cons for that.

The pros are, firstly, you can help each other with the subject you are good with and she is best in and vice versa. Secondly, the both of you an exchange your school exams paper, be it past year or the current one. Lastly, both of you can also exchange notes to look out for missing info in the both of them.

The cons of it are, you feel stress out sometimes when you worry that he or she beats you in results.

I have been helping out my sister with her humanities as she said that she is giving up in it. I don't actually see a good reason to give up when the answers are already in your hands. Just memorise, understand, produce good model answer on your own for social studies. Correct? And she have been helping me with my mathematics until she can vomit blood out.

Well, whatever it is, I just want her to do well. It's not all about competition here. It's all about scoring well for ourselves. Don't you agree?



This evening, my sisters, paternal grandfather and father went to AMK ave 5 for western food. The food is so nice and splendid. 8 kinds of salad for you to choose, crème potato, chips, briyani, ribs etc.

Bern, shall we go there for a meal?

Until now, I'm still craving for the chicken avocado salad which is a good appetizer.

That stall is halal by the way. The stall name is Charco and I forgotten which block is it already.



And before I end this post abruptly,





Just want to type a few words to someone out there...

I'm enough of your lies. I don't care how much you going to help me. I only know that you only screw things up for the three of us here, backstab people, still have not taste the medicine and asking for trouble. I also don't care how many people you have and the locations. Because that are just bragging and boasting. Even if it's true, I will not let you go so easily if you are dare to lay your hands on him. Trust me; I will call the police up if you want to play gangs. Additionally, there's no need for you to ask me wake up and see who the right is and wrong because that answer is already in my heart long ago. Just scram and off my life you go. Don't ever thought of calling me, seeing me and messaging me again.

Just a brief one

wow, it's been a week since I last blog. I'm alright now people(: Thanks for the concern.

Chinese intensive revision is getting more and more intensive. Now have to face these Chinese characters for 5 days this week, from 8am to 5.30pm. Shag. Therefore, I may blog more and more less. Plus e3 camp is also from 8am to 5.30pm from next week, after Chinese O level. And I really miss shopping and sleeping for the whole day during weekends.

Other than that, I miss him too. Wondering what is he doing now. Wanted to call him but my bill have bomb like mad already. It's been 1 month and 10 days since we started already, with obstacles that we have conquered on the way. I'm glad that we are strong my dear. Hope to see you soon..

Good Night(:

I need a breather

Problems have been popping up out of nowhere since yesterday. It keeps popping out one after and another. What a beautiful disaster I have now.

It started with having the worse set of results I ever have, found out something, some request that hurts, was being malign and what's next? People want to suicide? Picking a fight? Backstabbing? I-want-to-kill-you-you-want-to-kill-me scenario?

Seriously, it's really tiring to handle them after one another. Can't some of you just grow up and stop being infantile? HELLO?! Most of us are in our late teenage age already and some of you are just repeating the same old mistakes.

Get beyond your stupid pride. Don't say that I didn't tell some of you that what goes around come around.



Give me a break and you will be appreciated.

half happy; half disappointed.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BERNICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!
Hope you love the present more than everybody else =D

Today is so full of emotions. A great mixture of happiness, disappointment and anger.

Happiness for human and some results, disappointment for some results also, anger for me.

And that's all for the summarised post for today.

Knock you down - Keri Hilson ft Kanye West and Neyo.

[Keri Hilson:]
Heh... not again...
Ohh... this ain't supposed to happen to me...

[Kanye West:]
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vouiton-ed up or Reebok-in'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have - desert or disaster?

[Keri Hilson:]
I never thought I'd... be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in... and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I... already won first place

I never thought I'd... fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' about our life, house and kids (yeah)
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down... knocked me down

[Chorus:]
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

[Ne-Yo:]
I've never thought I
Would hear myself say (ooh)
Ya'll gon head
I think I'm gonna kick it with my girl today (Kick it with my girl today)
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high (flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missle, that shot me out the sky (ohhh shot me out the sky)

(Hey) Till now I'm crashin, I don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could go back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss independent (ohh, to the fullest), the load never to much, she helpin me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight

[Keri Hilson]

[Chorus:]
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

[Kanye West:]
Tell me now can you make it past your caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams to
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happened
So please, don't mess up the trick... hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could you have askeds, someone that's only average
For advice
O.M.G, you listen to that, bitch?
Whoa it's me
Baby this is tragic
Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, joe jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'm a ask him

[Keri Hilson:]
So I gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So I'll bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoaa, whoaaa
I'll admit it, I I was scared to answer loves call
Whoaa, whoaaa
And if it hits better make it worth the fall

(When it comes around)

[Chorus:]
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love come and knocks you down (ohh)

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love comes and knocks you down (yeah)




Currently addicted to it. Just click next on the player and enjoy(:

Oh so sweet.

Sweet because revenge is sweet. Lame. Not revenge actually. Just feel that my life is suddenly just so sweet. Sweet as in... It's indescribable. Eh wait... it's euphoria that makes me feel so sweet. It's not about relationship here anyway. It's all about having the things you have and the tasks you have accomplished now. I finally get half of the things that are required for chemistry practical on next Tuesday.

By the way, even the things you have now, is just for awhile and may not be forever. Some things are not meant forever for you right? So be satisfied with what you have.



Alright,

My mom finally buys a box of chicken essence home last night. It's like so finally that I can take it during this period. Yea yea, no chicken essence during exam period means deprivation of tonic for your brain cells. Ah, whatever.

Speaking of brain cells, they have been finished. Plus, my report book and I are finished. Seriously, what on Earth am I studying? Whatever I study for certain papers, the questions did not come out. That's the sad part. However, what makes me happy during this period is that I finally know how weak I am with my academic, how wrong is my mindset about the upcoming big examination and my time spend with my family, through the lesson learnt from being panic during the papers.

Looks like I really have to revise the timetable and make a better one as I realised that there's a gap again on my communication with my parents. Other than that, I somehow cannot get enough of rest and sleep.

Tomorrow going to Bedok for dinner with my family, cousins, uncles and aunties from my daddy's side. And I have fall in love with a song. So addictive. ><

Tagged by Jan to do this 100 truth(:

1. Real Name : Lynn Ng
2.Nickname(s) : LynnLynnLynn, Lynn from Italy
3.Age : 17
4.Height : 163 ?
5.Weight : don't tell you(:
6.Spec or contact lens : Both
7.Horoscope : Pisces
8.Male or Female : Female
9.Tv or Games : Both
10.Primary School : Keng Seng Pri, Canberra Pri then Wellington Primary
11.Secondary School : Yishun Town Sec
12.Poly or Jc : POLY!
13.University ? : If I can, it will be University of Queensland. If not, other Universities in Perth, Sydney, Queensland and Melbourne also can(:
14.Hair colour : brown.
15.Long or short hair : Not long nor short
16.Loud or Quiet : depends
17.Sweats or Jeans : Jeans.
18.Phone or camera : Both
19.Heath Freak : Nope
20.Drink or smoke : Drink only.
21.Have a crush on someone ? : Nope. I'm attached(:
22.Eat or drink ? : Both
23.Piercing(s) : Ears
24.Tattoos : Perhaps not.
25.Social or anti-social : social{:
26.First Relationship : Primary 5? Forgotten already.
27.First bestfriend : Irene Kee Ser Hui !
48.Wealthy or happiness : Both
49.Want to get married ? : Yep.
50.Want kids ? :1 boy and girl.
51.Careers in mind : Yes!
52.Fight before ? : Yar
53.Most regret of : Not doing well enough in PSLE.
54.Talented in : eating, sleeping, shopping and playing.
55.Weak in ? : Studies and not procrastinating.
56.Romantic or spontaneous ? : Both.
57.Lips or eye ? : Eyes
58.Nice stomach or nice arms ? : Both!
59.Shorter or Taller ? : Taller
60.Protective or Caring : Both(:
61.Hook-up or Relationships : Relationships
62.Troublemaker or hesistant : NONE !
63.Lost glasses or contacts : Yep.
64.Ran away frm home : yep.
65.Held a gun/knife for self defense : Yep.
66.Killed somebody : Nope
67.Broken someone's heart : Yep.
68.Been arrested : Never had it!
69.Cried when someone died : Yep.
70.Missed someone alot alot : Yep
71.Believe in Yourself : yep
72.Believe in Miracles : a lil bit
73.Love at first sight : yep.
74.Heaven or Hell : Heaven
75.Santa claus : PRESENTS PLEASE!
76.Cartoon or anime : none(:
77.Tooth Fairy : NOPES
78.Kiss in th first date : Nopes
79.Afraid of death : yep.
80.Handsome or cute : both
81.Pretty or cute : both.
82.Reality or dream : Reality
83.Is there a person you want to be with now ? : yep. and he's with me now.
84.Are you seriously happy with what you're in life now ? : hmm.
85.Do you believe in fate ? : Yeah
86.Do you believe in everlasting love ? : Yep.
87.Do you believe in god ? : Not really.
88.How often do you lie ? : seldom
89.Do you respect elders ? : It is a MUST
90.Are you a good kid ? : what do you think?
91.Do you like your family ? : I LOVE THEM
92.Do you like your friends ? : Yep. Only true friends.
93.Are you greedy ? : Yep. I don't deny that.
94.What do you want now ? : SHOPPING !
95.What will you wish for ? : lots of things
96.A truth to first person ? : Me , Myself and i
97.A truth to second person ? : Family and him.
98.A truth to third person ? : Friends
99.Do you even trust yourself ? : Sometimes
100.post as 100th truth tag 10 person
1.Him(:
2.Bernice
3.Celine
4.Zoe
5.Liqing
6.Esther
7.Wenjun
8.Kelly
9.Jade
10.Devita