Tomorrow, tomorrow.

IT'S TOMORROW!

It's may day tomorrow and therefore a day for me to go out and shop till I drop. LOL. Not really shopping tomorrow. Have to accompany Bernice for a lil while before meeting him. Bern have not been feeling good since yesterday. Damn the mouse for that. Bern, please cheer up okay?

Didn't went to school today either because there's no paper for us today. Slept until 12.30 pm this afternoon. It's been a very long time for me to sleep for about 12 hours since that Saturday before I was selected for bridging.

Ah well, next Monday is Geography paper and then another day off. This weekend and next week is a good time for revision. And next week, it's the start of his examinations.

All the best to all(:

just alright.

Woots~

Feeling a lil cheer up today after dismissal from school. Was feeling rather tense in class and during exam because I was having Mathematics paper 1 and Combined Sciences Paper 1 which is MCQ. All my brain cells nearly perish due to thinking and recalling.

Other than that, I'm glad that what I have practice last night for maths did came out. That particular topic that I have been struggling with all along was Matrices. I usually stuck at multiplication of it. I would like to thank my sister for spending 45 mins to teach me her way in seeing and solving it last night. She nearly vomits blood.

Though I will still fail the paper, I will be happy if I got 25 over 80 for it. Don't ask me why before you see my 'fantastic' score in term one. It was horrible.

I also panic a lil bit during sciences paper 1. Realised that I have made so many careless mistakes. Ah well, shan't think about it and pay 100% attention for science paper 3 tomorrow which is on Chemistry(:

What cheer me up more was him(:
Gonna meet him for dinner tonight. This morning, he tries all his best to cheer me up and it did. I'm sorry if I have made you worry since last night.

By the way, I kept pondering why my emotions and feeling for this exam is so terrible. This feeling is so much worse than last year when I prepare for 'N' level. I recalled that I cried and yelled for no apparent reasons. This time, other than those crying and yelling, I can get irritated easily by small, minor, tiny things. If that's the case, I think that what I am feeling now will be so much horrible and terrible during the preparation and the midst of 'O' level examinations.

unwanted and unnecessary stress going on.

Just hang up the phone and was feeling kinda stress and somehow a lil hurt?

I really don't know what the hell is happening to me just because we didn't see each other for just a few days.

Well, I must try to understand. Perhaps things will work on its way if I don't think too much and when I understand.

Things will go right when the time has ripe isn't it?

Please, I don't wish to see another fall for everyone again.

Neither do I want to cause people around to worry for me nor want these to affect me adversely in terms of other things in my priority list.

Can someone tell me what on Earth is happening to me? I'm not having PMS right?

Am I?

I can hold on tight. Correct?

Yes, I can.

killed.

This morning was seriously not so good. Overslept, handphone dropped at the corridor of my home which my cover and buttons fall off and later on...

Social Studies paper for today is a killer if...

Firstly, you didn't stun after reading your questions.
Secondly, you didn't panic after that.
Thirdly, you didn't forget 99.9% of you have been studying and preparing for the past one month or so.

Yes. I was victimized by all 3 factors above.

Hopefully my source base can help me greatly to pull up the marks to 20. Because I was left with no choice but to use most of my time to do my source base. Even though my skills aren't up to standard still, I hope this worth the risk. Even I knew that I somehow screwed that section with wrong reference. But you will still be given marks for that isn't it?

Argh, shall let it go and concentrate and chiong the other 50% to pull up my combined humanities grade to at least a C6. Not forgetting to concentrate on other subjects of course.

(:

CINNAMON! For your information, my sister got this when she have a set of happy meal. Haha. I think I am going to have that meal tomorrow for that cinnamon toy. Haha. So infantile.

By the way, can someone tell me if that set of doll of chucky and tiffany is on sale at the shop in Tiong Bahru Plaza? I only want that tiffany. Thanks(:

the uncovered truth.

Just uncover some truth that somebody have been hiding from me since last October till today. (You know who you are.)

So tonight, what I want to tell the person is, you're lucky that I'm busy. Thanks for cheating on me. Just don't let me see you anywhere. If not, I will go to you and do something fantastic to you.

bored

Just chat with clement on msn. Guess he is sleeping soundly now(:

MYE 2009 for the past 2 days was... tough. English paper was really a killer. Chinese was alright but hopefully I can at least get D7 for it. Speaking of Chinese, O level Chinese is on the way, so do the intensive revision. This year is my second time sitting in the classroom and has Chinese lessons and mock exam for the whole day.

Besides, this MYE have practical exam. Hopefully I will not screw my physics. Especially graphs and tables. Seriously, I suck at it.

Stop the exam stuff. Life in 2009 so far is so full of ups and downs. Along the way, I got to meet new people, gain knowledge from fieldtrip and learn from life lessons. At the same time, I somehow learn to cherish things more. Other than that, this year is seriously a big challenge for self-discipline and handling with different things. Did I tell you that I am still having some problems with procrastination and complacency?

Grrrrr.

And next Friday is public holiday. Planned to go to town with him(: Of course studying when I'm free.

Another abrupted ending here.
Because I don't know how to continue from there as I am experiencing mental stuck now.

Well, back to Southpark then.



5 more days to go(:

8 more days(:

Great, all my worries for health and social are finally and officially over.

Met Clement for dinner again this evening and went to the stairs and slack.

Wrote poem in class today.

Tomorrow is the start of MYE.

Tomorrow Clement is coming over again(:

I can't wait for the 8 days to go until the official day.

I'm just so into you (:





LYNN ATHENA NG SHI HUI:

WTF ARE YOU DOING HERE? SCRAM AND GO BACK TO YOUR BOOKS ! *spank ass*




Tsk.

Woolala~

I just don't know why. I have been smiling for the whole day. Haha. Is it because of the messages or is it due to the cookies which were made out of love?

I met Clement last night for dinner with my sisters. Yes, s-i-s-t-e-r-s. Biological sisters. It's so true that last night was my happiest night since last Wednesday. Haha.

Alright, I'm just too happy that I am experiencing mental stuck. Don't know what to write already. Till here then(:

Adios.










I CAN'T WAIT FOR 1ST MAY !!!

Finally, we can see the rainbow.

Both of us have finally gone through half of the storm already.

I really can't wait for 1st May (:

Hopefully this have made us stronger.

Oh, just shut up.

I had enough.

Exams are coming.

I need peace.

I want to shut myself up for awhile.

Perhaps a very long time..

Or maybe forever...

Goddamn it.

Oh great.

It finally have ended. Our lovestory have also ended. In the end, this game of love is a draw.

To Junwei, for the past 17 days, I'm happy and I'm glad to be with you once in this life. Thanks for everything and sorry...

Disaster.

Alright. The disaster have just started with bombing at both side. And I thought I have made up my mind last night but something is holding me back from doing so. Besides, I'm confused again.

Let's see if I'm well to stop it tonight.

My energy level is getting low. So do my immune system. Great, it's double sickness. Here comes the flu. * Can't you just attack after everything's over? *

Can someone please help me finish this off?

I finally recalled my tarot card reading for this month

Oh great, I finally recall the tarot card reading which I have back in Korea for this month.

Things seem to be happening exactly what the reading says and it somehow reminded me of the reading for this month.

Honestly speaking, I only remember the reading for June and September.

April is a disastrous month for me. It's all due to some reason.

I'm just too confused which to choose.

Can someone please tell me the best solution for this disaster which may or may not be happening?

Just too sick and tired.

my 15 minutes survey

Once you are tagged.
Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.
" my 15minutes survey "

starting time: 16 51hr

name: Lynn

sisters: yep. all younger than me.

brothers: none. How great is it?

eye Color: slight brown

shoe size: don't tell you

hair: brownish-black?

piercings: 2

height: 163?

what are you wearing right now? home clothes

where do you live? somewhere in the north

favorite number: 7

favorite drink: SUNKIST ORANGE JUICE !

favorite month: December, chilly winter month for most temperate countries (:

favorite breakfast: no idea.

***********Have You Ever***********

broken a bone: no?

been in a police car: no also .

been on a plane: yep

been in a hot tub: yep

swam in the ocean: nope

fallen asleep in school: always without fail.

broken someone’s heart: yep

cried when someone died?: yep

fell off your chair: haha. yep.

sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yep

saved e-mails: yeah

been cheated on: yep

***********What is************

your room like? untidy. Haha.

what is right beside you? books.

what is the last thing you ate? CHOCOLATES !

———————-Ever Had- ————————-

chicken pox: yep

sore throat: stupid question for plonker. DUH.

stitches: no .

broken nose: no.

————————-Do You————————–

believe in love at first sight? yep. It occur to me before. THAT UN ESCORT HAHA!

like picnics: depends

———————————————————

who was the last person you danced with? myself

who last made you laugh? bern(:

————————–Who—————————

did you last yell at? hmm.

do you wear contact lenses or glasses? yes to both.

———-Final Questions————-

what are you listening to right now? nothing

what did you do today? sleep, homework, online and now doing this.

hate someone in your family? . . .

diamond or pearl? none. Diamond is just a useless piece of carbon somehow. Pearl is just too . . .

are you the oldest? oldest among the siblings .

indoors or outdoors? depends .

——————Today did you———————-

1. talk to someone you like? yep.

2. kiss anyone? yep. My dolls. HAHA.

3. get sick? yea. Feverish now.

4. sing? always.

5. talk to an ex? hell no.

6. miss someone: yep.

7. eat: CHOCOLATES !

—————-Last person who——————

8. you talked to on the phone? bern

9. made you cry? . . .

10. went to the movies with? forgotten.

11. you went to the mall with? Wenjun

——————Have you——————-

19. been to Mexico? sponsor me.

20. been to USA? think so. but still, sponsor please.

——————-Random——————–

21. have a crush on someone? nope(:

22. what books are you reading right now? textbooks.

23. best feeling in the world? feeling the serenity of the nature and travelling round the world =p

24. future kids names? Korean: yoonhee, chonghee, taehee, youhee. English: neferet, lovelle, chivelle, chovelle. That's for girls. Guys havent think of it yet. =p

25. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: used to.

26. what’s under your bed: dust?

27. favorite sport(s) to watch: soccer?

28. favorite place: town(:

32. who do you really hate? no idea.

33. do you have a job? no.

37. What time is it now? 1705 hrs

With however long it took you to complete this, post as“my__minute survey"

TRIANGELS ~

Suddenly thought of going ebay and shop for triangels. I fell in love with 3 designs and unlike the normal ones, they cost 10 to 20 more dollars because they are so so so so so beautiful.

Well, I have place my order already. Will be getting them in May.

Other than that, I'm quite busy with work nowadays. It's presentation day tomorrow and I'm down with fever already.

Tsk.

Good Friday today.

Nothing much have happen today. Didn't go out with Bern because of some problems at home. So I went to meet Wenjun in Simei. Was surprised that Kelly, Belle, Jonathan and co. were there. I took a long time to recognise that-guy-I-forgotten-his-name-which-I-met-him-during-cny. Went to Tampines with Wenjun after that.

Went to walk at Tampines 1 for awhile as it is so full of people. Shall go there again during June vacation. Went back to Simei again and drank Raspberry and blackcurrant flavoured black tea ice blend at starbucks. Then went to Tampines again and took 969 and 859 home.

I feel so shag because of the bridging programme tomorrow. T.T

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Till here.
Adios(:

Drained

Resting now after busying with some stuff. Called him and he said that he's busy and asked me to study hard and do well for MYE. Was on the verge of crying after hanging up. What if I didn't do well for MYE and let him down?

I see disaster in front of me after hearing from so many teachers that the papers are gonna be difficult and tough. Perhaps slightly above 'O' level standard.

Feeling a little way too happy in school. My 55 fiction will be up for some inter-don't-know-whatever-competition. I informed him and bern immediately after I know it.

Went home from school at about 18 45 this evening as there's a post briefing for the South Korea Fieldtrip. I reminisced after looking at the photos we took. I missed my 8 days in such cold weather. I will be busy until next Monday due to some presentation going on.

I can't wait for this Friday too. Gonna go and rock the town with Bernice (?) and meeting Wenjun. Have not see her for quite sometime already. I also can't wait for 30th April. The day when I am off from school and our first month(: However, may use this day to study at home. Hopefully can meet him and study at Eunos CC while he play his basketball.

In a nutshell for today, I am worry for certain things, happy, crazy and sad.

Gosh, I think I am going to fall ill soon. Why must it be before or during examinations?

Till here for today(:



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Questions running through my head right now..

- What if anyone of us break the promise?
- What if I let you down by not passing at least 4 subjects?
- What if i collapse?
- Where's my drive for studies that I used to have that made me topped the class and topped the 10% of the cohort?
- What is making me like this?
- Am I just too much for being complacent and keep procrastinating?
- Why am I so hysterical since Monday?

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Was free and spend a few minutes reading about the holocaust on wikipedia and was feeling ...

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Just too happy that I 'don't know what to put here.

HAHAHA ! Got a new computer as the old one is spoilt. Hehheh. Just bought this new set of computer yesterday and I manage to set everything up myself. Impressive? Lol.

Bernice just came over to my home for b&j's ice cream as something really bad had happened to the both of us. Crazed around like nobody's business too. Even sweetie can't take it though he was on the phone with me (:

Haha.

I'm glad for what I have right now. I will not take things for granted like how I did in the past.

Sweetie, let's make this last as long as possible no matter what the obstacles are on the way in future.
I just need you like a seizing diebetic needs glucagon.
I really mean what I say. ♥